19 years of memories . It means nothing now .
I finally understand why Dad told me not to hang too much hope on it . Because I did , it freaking hurts .
Memories built over all these years , how the hell am I suppose to throw it away ?
If I start to un-friend them on facebook , unfollow on twitter & instagram . No doubt they'll find out .
As of now , ignoring is the best way out .
It feels like as if I'm being choked to death . This fucking hurts .