I want to be able to know what's my calling. I want to be happy in doing something. I want to find myself. But all this 'i want' gets me nowhere. It's to the point that I just want to give up. Like literally just lay on the bed, sleep and dream all day long. There's a reason why my imagination is out of this world. I want to be able to find it; that calling. Goshh it's so frustrating!